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two months of perfection. [29 Jul 2007|03:42pm]
[ mood | satisfied ]

i haven't ever been this happy in my life before. thank you, sam.

i'm leaving in like 3 weeks i think. i'm not too sure how to feel. i'm gonna miss her, but we can make it work.

just gotta take it a day at a time.

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[10 Jun 2007|07:23pm]
hi its sam. im updating for david cause i can.

we are going to The Talent Farm soon so i can meet all his cute friends ;-)

so bascially these 2 weeks have been pretty good....actually kinda amazing.
idk what i would have done these past 2 weeks without him.
he has made me more happy then ever.

ok so idk what else to write.
david is tryin to read this behind my back.


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<33 [09 Jun 2007|07:22pm]
the past two weeks have nothing short of amazing, and even with my 'D for david' management test score this week, it is as if i don't have a care in the world when i'm with her.

sometimes i wonder why it took this long for something this good to happen to me, but then i just sit back and realize it was all worth the wait.

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so yea [28 May 2007|12:13am]
today was the best day of my life to date.
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oh my fucking god [13 May 2007|01:55am]
[ mood | shocked ]

best night of my life. getting a song dedicated to me by my favorite band pretty much completes me.

love love love.

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Nostalgia [10 May 2007|05:59pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

So my mom saw my third/fourth grade teacher today and she recognized my mom and said something like,

"Your David Kirsch's mom right? I don't rememeber many kids I had but I remember him and him winning the spelling bee. He was such a nice kid, I couldn't forget him."

It's moments like these where I feel like I have a purpose here, impacting others in such a way they never forget me. Though these encounters may be few and far between, at least I know I left a mark somewhere at some point in my life.

Those days were when I was in my prime, and I can only hope one day I will hit my stride again, and that the number of lives I impact will grow as my life goes on.

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Our Secrets Are Keeping Us [28 Apr 2007|04:15pm]
[ mood | busy ]

The Handel's Drinking Problem cd is pretty much done.

Everything is recorded there is just a few minor things Eric needs to mess with.

The track listing is as follows:

1) Introduction/4107
2) Feature Films and Casting Calls
3) It's Worth A Shot of Gasoline
4) The Smell of Burning Bridges
5) Close Encounters With Your Windshield
6) The Weekend
7) The Rainy Season
8) The Elevator Never Stops at 13
9) Outro/Silver Bullets

The cd clocks in at about 25 minutes. I hope you all enjoy it when we release it.

I'm so happy I was able to be a part of something that is music related, even if it is not a major part.

I have my last final tonight and then I will be home all summer starting Monday/Tuesday. I'm gonna try to make this one worthwhile.

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all night i dream that they're really out to get me [03 Feb 2007|02:20pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

So who is up for a road trip to see Saves the Day on May 11th in Orlando? I just bought a ticket. I'm not even sure if I'm gonna be home or at UF for the summer, shit I have no idea where I'm gonna be, but I felt it necessary to get a ticket even if I can't go.

I love Saves the Day.

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Last night's NFG show... [04 Nov 2006|12:14pm]
[ mood | tired ]

was the most fun I have ever had at a show...EVER.

Thank you Chris Saldana for humoring me throughout the entire show with ridiculous antics. Between the chopping of crowd surfers, stealing their shoes, him almost getting into a fight with this girl because he chopped her friend, and the crazy ass crowd and dancing that ensued during nfg, it was seriously the most fun ever.

Thank you T&F for the great company during NFG.

It is too bad they probably won't be playing around here for a while...at least I don't think so.

Thanks all for the b-day wishes also.

breathe in deep

P(x=87.4) [24 Oct 2006|07:11pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I am about 87.4% sure that I will not be returning to UF next year. I have brought this upon myself.

Oh yea, I've been writing like crazyyyy lately.

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Didn't I see you, when you thought you'd never stand out. [11 Oct 2006|12:08am]
[ mood | sick ]

Copeland's new disc has to be album of the year up to this point.

To me this is the best Copeland has put out to date and probably the best album I've heard in a few years.

Anyway life is life. I love Heroes and my baby Hayden. Nip/Tuck is fucking weird and crazy.

I've been sick for like a week and it is really frustrating that it isn't going away. I think if I went outside it would go away. At least that is what my dad says.

School is seriously the most boring thing ever. I need this semester/year to end so I can gtfo probably.

This is the weekly update, and I'm a ____waffle.

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where's my head [03 Oct 2006|04:40pm]
[ mood | sick ]

Thank you new Copeland for coming 28 days early.

You never disappoint and you are beautiful.

You came at a time when I needed you most.

Now if only Brand New can leak 28 days before its release...

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i need a hero [25 Sep 2006|10:50pm]
[ mood | bored ]

The show 'Heroes' has so much potential. I usually don't even bother watching tv shows regularly but I saw a preview for this and it intrigued me and watching the season premiere tonight made me like it even more. I can't wait to see what the rest of the season has in store...the idea behind it is amazing and if done right could become one of the best shows out there.

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who you kiddin [24 Sep 2006|10:08pm]
[ mood | tired ]

So I almost died today...no joke.

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I never said that I didn't need you... [13 Sep 2006|11:11pm]
[ mood | tired ]

new nfg = love. the last song is chilling.

i can't fucking wait to see them on my birthday.

school is pretty boring. two of my roomies are pretty much never here (always on the weekends) and the other is working a lot so i don't really do much. at least i get a lot of time to myself i guess. being left alone is nice.

this is the weekly update from the kirsch hole.

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song 13 [29 Aug 2006|05:03pm]
the anchor that once kept us together at sea
has been detached from whats now a one man ship
how will i find my way back to the dock
i need the sound of your voice to steer me from these rocks

the lighthouse is my only guide home
but its too busy dancing with the night sky
its path takes me in never ending circles
creating a typhoon making my life full of misery

calling me calling me
i replaced the o in sos with an a
and now im stuck at sea

somehow ive ended up on this not so deserted island
where the people who inhabit it are as lonely as i am
we can all sing songs of love lost at sea
and how our washed up bodies will fill up with apathy

the sun has not come up since the day you left
living in this dark hole has given me time to reflect
on memories that this bitter mind will never remove
but a lack of sun gives me a lack of color and without the light of day im through
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if it hasn't been said [20 Aug 2006|07:57pm]
[ mood | bored ]

jimmy eat world and saves the day are the greatest bands to ever grace my ears with their music.

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right now im feeling lost [08 Aug 2006|10:09pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i have spend the past 2+ hours listening to strictly saves the day music. going through all of their albums on random, it is so fucking good. their lyrics are amazing. i still have a while to go to listen to it all.

i wrote songs 10 and 11, and i feel like ive progressed since earlier writings.

i moved my stuff into my apartment, and than came back home. i'm going up on the 18th for good. i'm not looking forward to it, unless i meet a chick, which there is a one percent chance that will happen.

i left my house today for once, saw a movie, it was good. wait for 'the fountain', 'the science of sleep', 'the prestige', and some others, they will be amazing. i've recently been watching a lot more movies, since im such a hermit these days.

my weight count is going up and it is disgusting. i wish i could just stay somewhat skinny, because i'm not in the mood to work out to lose the weight i gained.

i wonder how some people i haven't talked to in a while are doing. so to you people, how are you doing? this ends the entry, and back to my recluse lifestle. i'll be back to update you soon enough.

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i feel just perfect [22 Jul 2006|10:17am]
[ mood | chipper ]

to be completely honest, i have no point of existence on this earth. nothing excites me anymore. i just got the new college football game, and after one play with it, i got bored, and turned it off.

i cannot see myself surviving the rest of college, let alone this year. i just don't care what i do with my life. i wish i could just win the lotto and do nothing after that. yes, it is because i don't have a girlfriend. that is the reason for me being such a depressed fuck the past almost lifetime. there is nothing else. that is the one reason. i don't want to be in the presence of couples because it makes me jealous, i don't want to be in the presence of anyone because there is always talk about couples/gossip on that subject matter. i now see how people become cynical assholes, and this is the cause. i'm on my way...

the writing process has begun again, after a long time off. songs eight and nine - complete.

there is nothing anyone can say to make me feel better. the talk of patience can honestly go blow me. more can be said, but right now ill keep it to myself.

[09 Jul 2006|05:11pm]
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this is the most amazing thing ever

zidane is still my hero
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